I hate being blown-off, forgotten about, put on the back burner, and talked down to. It’s starting to get old and it effing hurts. For real though… I do not have to put up with this.
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I’m so frustrated, I’m not sure whether to shut everyone out or keep them in my life, I don’t wanna be around anyone but I know if I stay home alone I will become depressed. I wish I could figure out what the heck is going on in life…. I guess I gotta just keep leaning on God and He will show the way.



